Nick Vujicic

choices. and omg.
this video, this is the answers.
if he, without arms and legs, can be a motivational speaker and go on with life, why cant we? :(

hard times

i simply had to blog and express what i've been going through.

currently im not at my best state. There's a lot of things bothering me and i really need peace :<
so im having issues with my friend. and honestly, i know it may seems childish. but its bothering me. because this problem will affect my reputation.
you see,
being a human being, we all have bad intentions and we do sometimes dislike people. but i will try my best not to fill myself with hate. because hate brings jealousy. jealousy is a poison which corrupts our mind, and eventually it spoils our life. i understand that soomehow this feelings are natural and we can't avoid it. but we can control it.

maybe it's my fault that the issue started, but for the love of God, i have no intention of hurting people. Oh God, only you know what im feeling and my true intentions.
To add to the fire, my mathematics is really giving me problems, especially differentiation. it makes me demotivated seeing my current state and i know how much i really wanna do well for O'levels.
what am i going to do? I've decided.



Life, takes you to this roller coaster ride. or even a car trip. it would bring you to a happy place, and suddenly a catastrophic state. However, the car have to go on. it cant just break and stop there doing nothing right? So im gonna move on with life. i dont know if the situation will ever get better, or if my friendship with my friend would heal again but what i do know is Allah will always be here, with me, and give me the support. Somehow His guidance and test means something. i know, every test of faith he puts me into have its valuable lesson. and i should be grateful, so grateful that he looks after me. and not ignoring me. Subahanallah, life is not perfect without God. and i can't prostrate enough and thank Allah for his blessings.

so for you guys who are going through a rough time like me, dont fred. We are never alone. Killing yourself wont help, it would make things much worse and God wont like people who ends his/her life. remember. when ever God sent us a test , He have faith in us, that we can go through this tough times. and i know i can, and will. InsyaAllah.


So tomorrow, i will go to school, being normal. and whatever happens, im gonna be me, im gonna stay positive, because by being like this, and having God by My side, will i be able to live life strongly and positively.

Till then,
Peace be upon everyone

school and maths = deprived of breaks.

HAHA do you do that?

Yay! its the first day if February today! :> how time flies and its alr the second month of schooling :> means that days to o's are closer ;o

hmm, besides that i 've been busy, especially with AMATHS. differentiation is being very difficult and im a slow learner.
its okay though cause InsyaAllah i will be able to make it. :>



AHAAHAH i mean that is what i call thinking out of the box :>
hmm, i've been starting Ngaji classes or religious recital classes. and Alhamdulillah :> i am so delighted that finally, i couls learn how to recite the Quran properly! :> Thanks Mom for sacrificing your time:>
School has been okay, though im frequently sad all the time. Sometimes idont know why, but there is something deep inside that bothers me. which i dont know what. somtimes i feel i disappoint people, sometimes i feel like my hardwork aint enough etc. however, my friends are there to make me a smiley person back. maybe its PMS maybe not:>

besides tht things that makes me angry:

• my school recess tht only gave us 20 mins of break
• due to the new tt, PE is now only 1hr
• the fast pace in maths lesson
• the fact that im a slow catcher ;p

I BELIEVE that graduating students need LONGER BREAKS as we're studying more, and trust me 20 mins is NEVER enough for us to eat and queue especially when you're sharing recess time with 3 LEVELS!! haish. this is insane because if they want us to do well, we need to have sufficient breaks right? how can your mind absorb so much info in a day!?! Astaugfirallah hala'zim.

so i wont be blogging everyday and i will try my best to make my blog alive. ahaha my tagboard is dead so anyone, do comment. :>
oh well, i have standard deviation test tml, and InsyaAllah i'll be able to pass and do better. :> All the best to those who're having tests too! :>
okay, till then, stay safe :>

zee