zee.

being who you are.



truthfully, sometimes i copy others style.

idk if im a follower, but sometimes i'm not original to myself. and that makes me disappointed because it makes me less unique.
why do i do it?
maybe because i feel left out and the odd one out. i'm sure you guys would think that it's so stupid.
but, i just dont know why i can't be myself sometimes.

i dont even know who i am sometimes.

my name is Siti Zaleha and im only 15 for now. i live in Singapore, which i think is a very safe country. my mind is quite different from others, and im self-conscious, in terms of religion. im a thinker and a dreamer. i have doubts in love because i think infatuation is wrong. if you cant control your temptations, you'll start doing sinful things. i hang out with mostly guys because i cant get along well with girls. maybe people might call me a flirt or any terms but i think guys are trustable compare to girls. i may be a bit tom-boyish at times, but i do act like a girl, like obviously ;p

i have great friends that i look up to. i think they're awesome and cool. they have their own styles and uniqueness.

im very silly and clumsy especially when im alone. i hate ordering food because im shy and afraid that i'll make a fool of myself. i love to study and my dream is to go to heaven, InsyaAllah. i love to joke around and i fin myself quite funny.

i like helping people and i can really make an impact in their life, however, i can't do it in person because it would be awkward. i want people to know that, God is always there with them and worrying is a waste of time. help will always come to you when you need it. i think we all need to be patient and thank God that things are'nt that complicated that it can be.
im sad that people nowdays are taking advantage in almost everything.